why all these emotions are so fragile? why one day I can cry, and the second jump and sing and shout as it is wonderful. today .. I was walking down the street, sometimes such an idea comes, and if all I have gone? If you have not, what is around it will not. what I do then? These thoughts are of great fear in me. sometimes it is, that I just know that otherwise would not, because I do not see it. several times I made a mistake, saying that you can not help but been giving advice and any further heavy experience made the new things I learned, I learned how to live, suffering and how to deal with the passing of, treason, and many other "things", which probably no one likes. but now really .. will be different. in its path, which may take 50 more, maybe 70 years, I see only you, nobody else is in front of me, not looking at me, blue eyes and says he loves me .. that's impossible. I have only you and only you can see in my heart, boy